Talon,

 This is Daddy. There's so much I want to say and if you are even allowed to read or have been able to read any of the other things on my website, this one is only for you. I've given mom and made this website for years now, she says she has always read them and shown them to you but I don't know what is true anymore.

I want to say first, I love you so much and miss you so much right now. You are old enough to know now about some of the things that have happened and hear them from me, not just Mom.

Because Daddy has a big mouth and writes a lot of words, I'm going to break some of this down into multiple letters to give you time to take it all in. If I repeat myself I'm sorry, it's hard focusing on just one thing right now and there is so much that you need to know and I need you to hear. 

Please take the time to think about it and don't be afraid to ask me, your school counselor, and even your mom about these things if you don't understand or want to know more. It's really important that you do for all of us. Just remember that there can be sides to everything and they aren't always right or always wrong. That's where us adults make big mistakes. You need to hear more than one person's thoughts on things not just Mom’s, and not just mine. If you are anything like me you will ask as many people as possible and then come up with what you feel is right for you. The truth in everything has a way of finding itself to you that way if you just give it a chance. I have always believed that and I hope you can come to believe that too.